This word is one thing that I only know right now. Because all I did was like not good enough for many people, probably. All I want is just to learn and trying to be better. But what if trying to be better was so scary. It hurts to know that every steps that you take was not correct. And it was so scary when you feel it all alone far from anyone you know. The pressure is real.
But I know it happened because of me, not anyone else. Just let me cry for good.
Crying is the only thing I can do. Wondering that I was not me. I do not know to whom I should send the SOS.
